Wednesday 28 March 2012

SO CLOSE TO A FATHER

SO CLOSE TO A FATHER.
Pushing his big belly forward with pride like a pregnant woman on her last Month before labour, my high School principal is friendly with everyone. You see his shiny black polished shoes first as he exits his office on his way to the School corridors.
Walking around as though he owns everyone, you hear his voice from the other side of the school and immediately you rush to class, this man carried his cane all around the building like a shepherd on his way to fetch his sheep.
You would swear he has a spell upon everyone, the way students and Educators respond to him is just so unbelievable.
His presence is felt as he opens his mouth and projects with his tenor, sharp voice for everyone to hear. This short in length guy is father to two, having being principal for 4 years at Simunye high school Mr K. Smayile is a brilliant leader.
Often mocking students during Interval, This dramatic 58 year old man is very much denied by his age, to prove his energy he jumps now and then when playing around with sport students.
And oh please don’t get it twisted, he does not take nonsense it’s either his way or the high way. Giving me an opportunity of studying through a scholarship throughout my high School career, he is proof that real fathers are out there.
Simunye high School has a number of students being sponsored by the South African Scholars Fund. Students have shown interest in going to School and getting good marks.
Mr Smayile is the only present teacher during Detention and God did he make it unforgettable for most of us; He does his work with pride and knows every face that enters the building.
Brushing his bald head every morning Mr Smayile is a strong believer in Corporal punishment, and sometimes it worries me because if it were a crime he would be behind bars a very long time ago.
Running his fat hands covered in a grey handkerchief down his sweaty face on a hot summer morning as he addresses a crowd of late comers every morning, he uses every available Language he knows trying to get the message across and making it clear that should they be late again there will be hell.
This School Master is a lover of languages and encourages all his students to try learning a third language, practising what he preaches he speaks Afrikaans now and again even though he may be talking to Black students.
Working very closely with his wife in developing the School and ensuring it reaches its full potential you would find them in his office having private meetings about what student is and is not performing well academically over lunch.


Thursday 15 March 2012

Unconditional Love!

Trying to find me , so I look in the mirror
I don't know what I've become
I feel like someone is wearing my skin or thats what it seems like
Iam no one , it feels like I'm giving someone else a chance to live again, to live correctly but through me
Cant I just be my own person??..NO!!!!
but do I have a choice NO!!!
I have lived my life being a correction of someone else's mistakes
why???? was I then a mistake NO!! I'm told
but why do I have to suffer?
I don't deserve this...I mean I have never made any life changing mistakes...why must I be punished?
The answer is still unknown but I will continue living in fear .. fear of losing those close to me
I'd rather not know myself then loose you

Friday 9 March 2012

The muffin belly in Cape Town

The fast food market is rapidly incraesing with braai stands and fisheries scarted throughout Cape Town.Nowadays citizens do not have to take a taxi to have a take awaymeal.
This has however,resulted in alot of obese people in the Western Part of South Africa.
While many especiallywomen, may believe in having curves around their waist , others are rather disgusted encouraging people to eat healthy and exercise regularly.
Ideally life shouldnt be about poeple starving themselves in order for them to reach a certain size to be accepted into society, but where should one draw the line? , when do you know you are fat? is it maybe when one's belly is reaching for the hips?
Nomelikhaya Joseph a 51 year old woman weighing 150 on the scale believes a woman should have meat on her bones ,"something for my man to hold onto"she laughs.

This may be the way most women feel but, what about the dangers of being unhealthly overweight? because it appears most people aren't much educated about the dangers of obesity.

The Western Cape has the highest number of obesed people. with this statement you can't help but try and find reason as  to why this is so, you try by all means to find answers and you ask questions.

Do all overweight people want to be so?
what role does circumstances playin one size?

If you were to compare the meals in a Surburban household and those in a township home, you would find that most township dwellers have a large portion of starch made up from potatoes and rice.

Realityy tells us that one breadwinner in a home can not afford to provide every person in a family of 10 with 5 different portions of fruit and veg.It would also be unfair to compare theses two homes.

Gcobisa Sizani a health student at the University of the Western Cape believes that it wouold be unfair to comapare especially when you are being conscious of differences,but she argues  that circumstances have everything to do with one's size and even though this may be the case "people should get into the habbit of regular exercise" says Sizani.

Vuyiseka Jaji a local model from Eerste Rivier believes circumsatances should not be a set back whwen one is determined to lose weight and stay healthy, she also adds and says that beibng the perfect size is impossible but being overweight is dangerous.

Sizani says it should be made claer that obesity results in high blood pressure, diabetes, cancer and a short life expectancy,"these are all silent killers" she concludes.

I am sorry

Im sorry you did what you did
Im sorry for you who chose not to be apart of my life
Im sorry if i come across as aggressive
Im sorry im an emotional freak
Im sorry treachers for giving you a hard time
Im sorry i was just learning
Im sorry I have big dreams
Im sorry im getting an education
Im sorry i never let circumstances determine my future
Im sorry i forgive easily
Im sorry i love God
Lastly Im SORRY  you feel sorry for yourself